me too?

Me too?

In a recent dream, our national conversation becomes a personal conversation…

Consider the dream…

I’m in a large spacious hall, talking to a helpful bank employee.  As we part, I touch her lightly on the shoulder—a spontaneous act of appreciation.

But I’m shocked at myself.  What have I done!  She could take this wrong way.

But no.  She doesn’t seem to give it any special thought.

Farther on down the hall, I meet and talk with another woman.  Again, the conversation is friendly, but nonsexual.  As we part, I touch her shoulder.

Once more, I’m alarmed: you idiot—you’ve done it again!

But this woman hardly seems to notice the gesture—just like the bank employee.

First, let me say: I’m not an aggressive man.  Never have been.  Nor am I the touchy-feely type.  I might touch a dog on the shoulder.  But that’s about it.

Maybe the message is: in light of recent harassment stories, I’ve become paranoid.

However, the touches in the dream may not represent actual physical touches. After all, you can “touch” a person with a verbal expression of genuine warmth.

I’m often concerned about someone taking something I say the wrong way.  This dream is showing that worry in high relief.  And also telling me: relax.

In the dream, both women are emotionally healthy.  I know that on a basic intuitive level.  On that level, I know they won’t misinterpret my warm response.  If I’d picked up a different vibe from either of them, I would’ve been more reserved.

Actually, they might’ve thought me weird if I hadn’t expressed appreciation.  That’s the irony: a cool, aloof response is more likely to be misconstrued.

The dream is saying: trust yourself—your instincts are good ones.

Yes, even at this late date, I’m learning about human relations.  But I guess I shouldn’t feel too bad—from what I see in our news, many of us still have much to learn.

© 2018, Michael R. Patton
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Galaxy Sleep

Our dreams remind us how extraordinary our ordinary lives are.


According to one theory…

as we ease into sleep
our minds begin to spiral
and expand
like a hurricane
like a galaxy:

though we think we rest
we actually spread and accelerate
through an interstellar space—

each night we extend
just a little bit more
than before—
we grow even as we snore.

But when the alarm sounds
we contract—
in a mere instant
we slam back together again!

I’m not sure of that theory
but I do know:
in a blink I’m awake
and in the rush of morning thought
I quickly forget
my nighttime universe…

but later, while waiting in traffic
I may sense a soft buzz of stardust within
then dimly recall a meteor or a planet.

What I lost probably wasn’t that important
I’ll tell myself

but in truth, at such times
I feel like a kid
who’s just missed the circus
and must return to class.

© 2018, Michael R. Patton
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giving myself a break

My dreams tell me many things…but more often than not, they say: you’re fighting with yourself.

Consider this recent dream…

An office supervisor leaves his company at the end of the day and heads down a stairway.

Inside the office, employees remain at their desks.  By choice, they’ll work late into the night.

The supervisor is irritated at them for staying.

This dream scenario brought to mind Mad Men, a TV drama set in a 1960s advertising agency.

The creative team at the agency often worked long hours…

But to what good?  The extreme overtime seemed to numb them.  Wouldn’t they do better work if fresh?

The connection between this dream and my waking life was obvious.  Prior to the dream, I’d been extending my work time late into the evenings…

…even when I sensed I should rest and refresh.  Yes, I’d been rebelling against my inner supervisor.

The dream seemed to be telling me to end the evening shift.

But the thought made me squirm…

After all, I kept returning to my work, because I wanted to get it right.  I was following a deep desire.  A positive impulse.

The office manager can keep me organized.  But such practicality may sometimes be at odds with the creative drive.

I once read: a dream will present a question, but never provide the answer.  That may not always be true.  But it’s true in regards to this dream…

The dream isn’t telling me to stop the evening work.  Nor does it say: go ahead—push yourself; don’t give in to fatigue.  No, it’s just showing me the conflict situation.

After that realization, I found the answer I needed.  I found it where good answers are often found: between two extremes.  I still work in the evenings.  But not quite as much.  And I’m more willing to take a break from the battle.

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back on my feet

When I see a friend in a dream, am I dreaming about him or am I dreaming about me?

Consider this recent dream…

I kneel before “G” as she lies in bed.  I’m distraught, confused—I can see my friend is near death.

Her body is misshapen—oddly flattened.  White pancake makeup creates a mask on her face.

I try to adjust the little shoes on her feet.  But I can’t quite get them to fit—her feet are nothing but knobs now.

Sometimes when I’ve dreamt about friends, the dream has solely been about them.  But such cases are very rare.  Most of the time, when a friend appears in a dream, my dreaming mind is using him as a symbol.  He represents some aspect of myself…

And so it was with this dream.

The dream isn’t foretelling the death of my friend.  Of that I’m certain, because she died a few years ago.

No, the dream is about the death of some aspect of my self.

But what part?  What does G represent in the dream?

A whole range of associations come up when I think of her…

But we didn’t connect through her dogs or her tango dancing.  Our common interest was dreams.  The inner life.

A confession: I haven’t given much attention to my dreams lately…I’ve remembered a few…but haven’t gone into them.

So apparently, this dream is commenting on my lack of attention to my dreams.   Ironic, yes.

The dream says: you’ve hobbled a part of your self.  You’re losing something very dear.

But I can get back what I’ve lost…

Past dreams have taught me: though an aspect may be buried, it never really dies.  This aspect can be revived.  That which is out of shape can be put back into shape.

Yes, the dream made its case in an overly dramatic fashion.  But the drama worked, right?  It got my attention.

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seeing the real enemy

Another mass shooting has us again asking “why?”…

But we’re not just trying to understand the actions of one person; we’re trying to understand ourselves.  Understand not just his violence, but the violence we do to each other.

Here’s how I answer the question of motive for myself:

As I see it, the recent tragedy in Las Vegas is the result of shadow projection.  An extreme example, yes.  But this world is filled with extreme examples.

If I reject the negative aspects of my shadow—if I refuse to see them—I’m likely to project them onto others–

—onto that person or that group or that nation.  Even onto a crowd enjoying a concert on a Sunday night.  The problem isn’t in me—it’s in them.  They’re the enemy.*

The natural response then is to try to destroy them.

But usually we don’t shoot.  At least, not in the literal sense.  Instead of one major attack, we stage many many minor attacks.  We spread the hurt around.  Often, without even realizing we’re trying to wound.  Speaking for myself, I may not realize my misdemeanors until years later.

Since such attacks don’t solve the problem—don’t kill the enemy within—why do I continue?  The projections of others are often so obvious to me.  So why can’t I see my own?

Well, to see the projection is to see the inner aspect I’m projecting.  To accept that negative aspect is hard on the ego.  It’s easier to walk around like a zombie.  Or else, lie to myself.

Fortunately, my dreams will show me what that lying zombie doesn’t wish to see…

My dreams continually show me the negative aspects of my shadow.  What I’ve blindly rejected—and have probably projected.  My dreams show me the enemy within.

That hostile force creeping up on me in a dream?—that’s the enemy who is me.  That’s the enemy I must confront, must know, in order to change.

Yes, these truths can be hard pills to swallow…

…but I ease that pain by reminding myself:

Every negative aspect has a positive side.  By becoming aware of an aspect, I can then flip it to the positive.

So, after accepting a negative aspect do I then stop projecting it?  Well, yes and no.  Awareness gained must be maintained.

This is the good fight.

(* We also project our positive shadow—and that can be harmful as well.)

© 2017, Michael R. Patton
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a dream of Titanic proportions

My dreams tell me where I’m headed…

…just as your dreams tell you where you’re headed.

But does a dream ever go beyond the personal?  Do our dreams ever tell us where the world is headed?

In a dream from few years ago…

I see a scene that brings to mind the tragedy of the Titanic.

A number of people bob helplessly in the cold waters of a night ocean.  Though they float together in loosely-formed group, they’re disconnected from one another.

Their ship has sunk.  Many have died.

An alarming dream.  I believe every character in a dream represents an aspect of myself.  So the dream seemed to be saying:

You’re adrift and in shock, after being blindsided by a submerged shadow aspect.

I didn’t think my situation was so dire.  But dreams tend to picture our problems in overly dramatic ways.  So perhaps that interpretation was accurate.

But I couldn’t go along with the rest of the message.  I wasn’t so disconnected from myself…

For several years, I’d been working to meld the many pieces of myself—the various aspects—together to create a better whole.  I’d come to know many of these aspects through my dream work.

I’d learned that no aspect is ever completely lost.  I might push it down, keep it hidden, but the aspect—the energy—still lived within me.

So the deaths in the dream couldn’t represent my personal reality.

As my interpretation fell apart, I wandered toward this idea…

Maybe the dream didn’t relate to my little personal picture.  Maybe it related to our big picture.  The world picture.

Are we, like the Titanic, on collision course with nature?  Headed toward disaster, because we’re too relaxed about the course we’re taking?  Too arrogant?

I thought of this dream again recently, while watching a news story.  A massive iceberg had broken off from an ice shelf on the Antarctic peninsula.  A chunk the size of Delaware.

Though I like to think it’s possible to dream big, occasionally…

…I hope this dream relates to me and myself and no one else.  Me and myself, I can fix.  Climate change—well, I’ll do what I can, but I’m not one of the ones steering the ship.

© 2017, Michael R. Patton
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